Sebulan sudah

Seiring waktu yg berlalu, detik demi detik kutempuh dalam rindu..
Ingin rasanya kusudahi saja semua..
Namun akal sehatku tak mengizinkan..
Dia berkata," akan tiba saatnya kelak, masa dimana kau akan bahagia..
Berkumpul dan bercanda, seperti sedia kala."
Sayangku.. kalian adalah kerinduanku..

Peluk cium,
Ayah

work to live OR live to work?

It's almost a month I worked here... in a new place...

I never thought it'll become so hard to leave my family alone. I dunno why it becomes so difficult to work here. I mean it's not a new thing for me to work a few months abroad and apart from my family. I really not sure with my decision now. Sometimes I think to go back to the place where I used to be. Close to my family and enjoy the daily "stress & pressure" of Jakarta. Sometimes I thought it is better than apart from my beloved family.

Frankly, it was not as easy as I expected. Who moved my cheese? I did myself... darn!

What am I thinking in a first place? a better salary? not really :( a better place for my family to live? a good environment for my kidz to grow? Ah... it seems so blur now. I can't think clearly. I miss my family so much... it makes me hurt.. inside.

Am I work to live.. or I live to work?

God help me... I'm lost in space and still hoping it's d best I can do for my family.

I miss you so much my dears...

to Mama, Namira & Kenji

with love,

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