Breaking your comfort zone

It's been 5 days I'm here, at Duri - Riau. So far it's acceptable.

Even now I found some reasons to re-consider why I accept the job.

My new role here is very different from my previous role.

To be involved in operation team is challenging and I need to learn many things.

Now I know how about the feel of breaking your comfort zone...

It doesn't feel good ^^; It's like you start all over again from zero.

You need to prove your self ... again... by your own performance.

Being a new comer in the neighbourhood is also a different challenges.

I don't know if I can stay here for long time...

but one thing for sure that I need to proof .. at least to my self... that I am able to break my confort zone anytime... in any circumstances...

Being positive thinking and proactive are things that I need to do now.

Sigh...

Also consideration about leaving my family again...

Sometimes I'm thinking... what the h**l am I doing in here?

What am I lookin' for anyway? ...Hehehe...

the only answer that I have right now is " for a better future"...

future means 10 or 20 years from now... ^^;

Ah I don't know...

I still have doubt in mind.. I can't think clearly right now...

Let see what will happen in a couple of months later...

And then I'll from there to choose which way that I need to step...

God help me..^^

Duri, 13 September 2009

...while I missed my family so much...